I am taking some time out as things aren't so great right now and I just can't get in the right head space for blogging. So rather than it sitting here with no explanation this is just a little note to say I am still here but just can't be here (on blog) right now. I need to rethink the whole thing as I am getting far to worked up about the whole blog and what it should and shouldn't be. So for now I retreat and I'm not sure if this is a temporary or permanent thing but I hope to have more clarity on the issue soon.